Saturday, April 22, 2006

Music

First off i guess i'd just like to say this is my first post, and "I can't spell to save my life" SO you're just going to have to deal with my crappy spelling problem. THANKS.

Music is so fucking great i so love it!!! I mean yeah everyone does, but for some reason i really love listening to depressing music when i'm sad. I for whatever reason it might just be, feel SO much happier in the end and don't feel sad. Funny eh? I just love how that feeling of unexplained warmth is inside and you just feel so alive. It makes me want to cry.

The other night i was listening to the radio and my roomie just so happened to be talking with her friend and didn't like the song that was playing at the time and i just LOVED it and went into the room and started dancing (i'm not the type to do that often) and i was so happy. I had gone to the other room right before that had happened and was so uplifted and happy........started to clean the room.
She got really annoyed and turned it off after saying some stupid comment like "i can't stand this music/song!" I got back into the kitchen and got pissed so i took my "jammin' boombox"(it's so super ghetto it's not even funny.) and took it into my room to listen to. She then was like "what the fuck is her problem??" Not realizing that she ALWAYS criticizes my taste in music. AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! So i'm then in my room and end up falling asleep. Right when i get to that point of dreaming she bangs on my door......i was going to answer it but then realize "i don't fucking want to."
She ends up coming back like 2 times, and the 2nd time i finally answer the door. The time between the two had to of been like 3hrs. because i looked at the clock and it was like 4:00am. what the fuck?? She comes up to me and expects an answer out of me right then and there......i just woke the fuck up! Let me focus on where the fuck i am and adjust to the lighting. She was like "why were you so pissed?" Did she not know??? How could she not have understood? So i finally explain myself after debating w/myself if it was even worth it....for she had already been drinking and wouldn't REALLY care. Even though she is a very loving drunk. So I tell her, and she's like "well if you would have told me that in the first place i would have never of done that." WHATEVER yeah right fucking BITCH!!!! She hates every type of music i've ever listened to. I don't poke fun at her music...even though sometimes my "inner Alice bitch" really wants to.
I'm sorry, but when it comes to music....in my opinion you should NEVER judge others for liking a certain type of music. I listen to everything and though i don't care all that much for hard core "rap" and really twangy "country" but i can deal with it if I'm stuck in a car for 5 hours. (that might just be because i'm a very patient person though) yeah, I might not like it, but that's a diff. story....i'm not going to right off the bat complain about how crappy this music is. If you don't like it and someone else does....then just deal with it for at least that one song and perhaps afterwards, you can come to an agreement that all of you like. It's just common courtesy. Well okay, i think i'm done venting.

1 comment:

Nathan Buck said...

I LOVE listening to sad music when I'm sad....Definitely cathartic. Keep it up!

Hugs.