I am back............just to say hi. So..........."hi."

Other than that, I really don't have much to say right now. SORRY.


~ME



Okay, so to tell you the truth I have about 8million things to say and to write but at the moment I have no time. (even though time is a man made thing)

I just really wish I could get all of my thoughts out of my head and down on paper etc. So alright, here I go:


AAARRRGGGGGG!!!!! Where to start? "Well Alice, it's always good to start at the begining and stop at the end."

Well, okay sure we'll try that one.

My paintings:

All I wanted was to get them out into the world some how.
Well that happened and NOW i'm afraid to finish what I started and it's driving me up a damn wall.

The owner of the store even told me she would do it just as a favor, and wouldn't even take a percentage out of the price. That's the NICEST thing I could have asked for.

So now all I have to do is matt them. Not too much to ask for, sounds easy enough. Yet I always seem to get to this point and STOP.
It must be fear. It always seems to get in the way. Fear of WHAT though??
-Actually finishing what I started.
- Attention
I think I think too much, but also I think it's just scary. New things are ALWAYS scary and I know I have to get used to it, but it's so hard to do when you don't feel like you have anyone holding your hand through the whole thing.


I know I don't NEED anyone to hold my hand, and there all ready are so many people that are happy for me and are cheering me on, yet I just don't seem to see or hear them. AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! It's so fucking frustraiting.

I KNOW I CAN DO THIS.......then WHY don't I just GO FOR IT????

Anyone??: